Stupid MF

I HATE being the only one in my house that knows how to think and act my age. I act (almost) like every other teenage boy should act without hitting on every person I meet or trying to fuck whatever moves. Aside from the rest of my "Family". The Stepfather acts like a 12 year old, The Mother acts like a mindless fucking machine, and the 12 year old throws fits like the baby does.

I HATE THESE PEOPLE. So a song to describe you 3, Stupid MF by Mindless Self Indulgence, the main line being "YOU STUPID MOTHERFUCKER"

Readers, what's you song of the day?

Music=Life

Short Stories with Tragic Endings

This is the song you told me to look up before you left. And I did. And now it's here, I'm still in Florida, and you're there. Now, I've probably already brought this to attention, but the end of the song is the part that kills. Here's the lyrics from 6:00 to the end.

Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down in the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder of what I'll never have...
I'll never have... I'll never...
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in...
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in...
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
And you let this one person come down...come down...I cherish you...I cherish you.
Just say that you would do the same for me...
just say you would do the same for me...
just say you would do the same...
just say you would do the same, for me
For as much as I love Autumn,
I'm giving myself to Ashes.

The part that bothers me is in red (I like red, it's a good color, never lets you down.). Mainly cuz I don't understand what it means, if it means anything that you told me to look it up before you left. If it was some sort of leaving message, or just a song. Either way, I shouldn't've looked it up.

Fuck, you're not even gonna read this anyway.

Music=Life

(Song is Short Stories With tragic Endings by From Autumn to Ashes if anyone wants to look it up)

The Rock Show

So last night I went to the As I Lay Dying concert in Pensacola at the American Legion, it was FUCKING AMAZING! And today my neck and right leg hurt really bad and my mom wants me to do yard work as soon as I wake up, good luck with that. I got right up next to the stage and ran into the "Pit Of Death" (which is apparently when everyone starts violently running at eachother, I got shoved halfway across the floor!). But the reason for yesterdays Song Of The Day being The Rock Show by Blink-182 is simple, I met a girl at the rock show, and I can't remember her name. That's really the only reasoning behind it, so back to the concert.

We almost missed the first opening band entirely after waiting in line to get tickets and get in, and i can only remember the name of the band that played before As I Lay Dying, which was After The Burial, because they were my favorite.

Got to go now, still haven't had breakfast and didn't actually have dinner last night so I'm gonna go have some cereal.

Before I go, what was your song of the day yesterday?

Music=Life, Headbanging=neck problems