Let Go

I tried to narrow what happened yesterday down to one song, and I couldn't do it. Too many thoughts, too many feelings, not enough words. So I made a playlist today while I was lying in bed all day. It is as follows;

Sing For The Moment by Eminem
Somewhere I Belong by Linkin Park
I'm Just A Kid by Simple Plan
I Just Wanna Run by The Downtown Fiction
Lights Out by Mindless Self Indulgence

That's about it. I don't know what today's song of the day will be, but that covers yesterday.

Music=Life

Lights Out

So I just got home from the movie theater, went and saw Real Steel, and let me say that it's basically Rocky 2, but about robots. Still badass though. Whenever I see a boxing movie, it makes me want to fight. Ridiculous I know, especially with my lower than average muscle mass, but there's just something that makes me want to prove myself in a fight after watching those movies. I just kept thinking "I can do that." whenever one of the robots pulled off some badassery. I also kept thinking "Damn this movie would be better if Rocket were here", but she's sick. Hoping she feels better by Monday, or even better would be Tomorrow. Because tomorrow I will have vehicular transportation available to me and then, if her grandparents would let her miss chores for another day, we can go pick her up and then we could go out and do something. I don't know what and I don't particularly care what so long as we're doing whatever it is together. Anyway, in honor of the righteously kickass robot boxing movie Real Steel, The Song of The Day is Lights Out by Mindless Self Indulgence. Now go the fuck to sleep.

Readers, what's your song of the day?

Music=Life

Bring The Pain

Why can't I be the badass? Aside from the obvious I mean (being a skinny, pale, white boy). I'm fast. I'm witty. I just don't have the skill. So for the last few days (starting yesterday) I have been re-inventing myself. Rebuilding. So, I acted towards my mind as a mechanic would with a machine. Tore apart my mental, my psyche, my personality. And now, we rebuild. Starting with the mind. I am indestructible, as long as I believe that I shall have no fear of death (only pain). I rode my bike off the roof today (don't tell my parents, or The Girl). It fucking hurt. But nothing was broken, I walked inside with only a bloody nose and some minor nausea. Then as I passed the bathroom I threw up in the toilet. But that doesn't matter. So how the fuck am I? Well, I got my plan, I wouldn't say I'm "swayze" cuz I don't know what that means, but if it's good, then yes. I am swayze. The song of The Day is Bring The Pain by Mindless Self Indulgence. It's actually a cover of an old rap song by Method Man, but the original FUCKING SUCKS. That's why the MSI version is here instead. :) So I'm gonna let myself know it's real, the pain that is. I'm gonna pick up parkour again. Learning Kendo from this new kid that moved in on base. It's some old-ass Japanese swordfighting thing. But whatever. I'm gonna be the guy others wish they could be. Rather than watching all these movies and wishing I could do what they do, I'm gonna learn to do it. My stepdad is teaching me to be a better shot with his M1911 .45 caliber handgun and his old .22 rifle. (maybe the bastard isn't totally useless afterall) "I came to bring the pain" the very first line from the song, that'll be me. Wish me luck! Song of the week to come soon.

Music=Life

School's Out/ Another Playlist

Last Day Of School motherfuckers!!! Forgive me for any grammar or spelling errors as I've injured my right hand and can barely move it. So I'm typing one handed with the left. Song of The Day is obviously School's Out by Alice Cooper. But I also have a playlist to describe the school year. And when I started thinking of all the songs that could describe the school year I got sad, then pissed, and now my hand is bleeding and potentially BROKEN. But I don't give a fuck because I'm indestructible. But for future reference for all others; Bone fist v.s. Rough Concrete wall= Awesome pain and cracking sound along with a bit of blood, if you do it hard enough the first time you won't have to try again. Anyway, Here's the Playlists.

During School:

Remember The Name by Fort Minor

Handlebars by Flobots

Friends 'O Mine by Bowling For Soup

Never Wanted To Dance by Mindless Self Indulgence

Bring The Pain by Mindless Self Indulgence

Situations by Escape The Fate

No.5 by Hollywood Undead

High School Never Ends by Bowling For Soup

Given Up by Linkin Park

Afterschool:

Last To Know by Three Days Grace

Better Than Me by Hinder

Last Train Home by Lostprophets

La La Lie by Jack's Mannequin

Heartless by Fake Problems

Young By Hollywood Undead

Don't Trust Me by 3OH!3

Saviour by Rise Against

The Approaching Curve by Rise Against

Bleed It Out by Linkin Park

Believe by Skillet

And I couldn't remember everything else, I had it written down but I couldn't remember where I put the lists. There was like 120 songs overall. So this should be good.

So readers, what's your song of the day? And if ur in school, a song or playlist to describe your year. Have fun, I'm gonna go change the bandages because I'm getting blood on the keyboard. Hands don't usually bleed this much do they? Whatever, I lost feeling 20 minutes ago.

Damn these people!

Music=Life, Blood=Hard to get out of white clothes.

Stupid MF

I HATE being the only one in my house that knows how to think and act my age. I act (almost) like every other teenage boy should act without hitting on every person I meet or trying to fuck whatever moves. Aside from the rest of my "Family". The Stepfather acts like a 12 year old, The Mother acts like a mindless fucking machine, and the 12 year old throws fits like the baby does.

I HATE THESE PEOPLE. So a song to describe you 3, Stupid MF by Mindless Self Indulgence, the main line being "YOU STUPID MOTHERFUCKER"

Readers, what's you song of the day?

Music=Life

Artist of The Day???

Artist of the day? Sure, why the fuck not?! Mindless Self Indulgence. That is all. Go Away.

NO QUESTION FOR YOU!!!

Music=Life