Stricken

I feel weak. Several reasons have led to this conclusion, but the main one is this; I can't make a decision without considering how others would feel or react to things. Even with my escape attempt, I was doing that to try and make things better for the people who lived in that house and myself. I knew how they'd react at first, but it's what would have happened after that. They would have rallied together to make sure that my sisters didn't want the same thing. And then there's everything that's going on with Rocket, Gods help me on this. I'll even start believing in Jesus fucking Christ if I have to just to get through this. I just want to fix things. EVERYTHING. Issues at home, issues with friends, issues with Rocket, and issues with myself. I feel that these extra stresses have sped up my ascension to insanity as now I talk to my pets as if they were capable of rational thought. The Song of The Day is Stricken by Disturbed, I have decided to just let my mind drift into the abyss for a couple days and see what happens with all these problems. Since trying to solve them seems to just make them worse, maybe ignoring them will help. (What kind of backwards logic is that???)
Readers, what's your song of the day? (Song title and artist in the comments section below with your username or tag)

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Out of Time

It seems like things can only go downhill from here, but seeing as I've already used that song, The Song of The Day is Out of Time by A Day To Remember. I just can't seem to make things right and nothing makes sense anymore. But not all the bad in this song applies to everything that's going on, just bits and fragments here and there to different things. Relationship with Rocket, life at home, summer school. I just want to fix things with everything.
Still no internet at home so I'm going to be posting from the library from now on, so there won't be any really long posts anymore. Sorry.
Readers, what's your song of the day?

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Holy Diver

I'm sorry to say that I may not be posting many songs this summer as the idiot family I'm stuck living with has turned off our internet. Despite the fact that I need it to take care of my online school work and it's basically the only way people actually communicate with me. Especially now that my sister has the phone that all my business posters say to call... Fucking great. So, I'm stuck going to the library every day to take care of my school work and to check out a new comic every once in a while, I guess it's not that much different from a couple months ago. Except this time they have no intention of turning it back on. Which is okay in some cases because with my sister gone I have the PS3 all to myself! I didn't play online that much anyway... So the Song of The Day is Holy Diver by Dio, just to hold you over until I have an actual song for tomorrow.
Readers, what's your song of the day?

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Complicated

I know I've already used this song this year, but it's all that fits. Or maybe It's Complicated by A Day To Remember, or Out of Time by A Day To Remember. Whatever though. The Song of The Day is Complicated by Your Favorite Martian. Because right now, that's all that fits. Mainly the chorus and rap part. Rocket and I are having issues. She did something horrible, and lied to me about it. I think I can forgive her, but I can't trust her. Not for a while. It's kind of funny. She never trusted me even though I never gave her reason not to, and I trusted her with everything. Now she's broken that trust, and her promises. It's just so complicated.
Readers, what's your song of the day?

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Pour Me

The Song Of The Day is Pour Me by Hollywood Undead. Now I don't drink my problems away, mainly because my family has a history of Alcoholism and I'm too young. So what I do is spend ridiculous amounts of money on video games. What's wrong with me right now that I've bought and preordered more games that I need? Relationship issues. Don't get me wrong, I'm still perfectly in love with Rocket. We're just having some trust issues right now. Nothing that we can't work through, this is just what they call a speedbump. I know what to do. At least I hope I do...
Readers tell me what your song of the day is. Or else.

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Burn It Down

The Song Of The Day is Burn It Down by Linkin Park. Has nothing to do with today, it's just a good song. Still on mobile posts, so don't expect anything too long.

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